lover with no tears(chapter1)

LOVER WITH NO TEARS
INTRODUCTION: THERE IS NO ONE WORTH YOUR TEARS, AND THE ONE WHO DESEARS THEM WON'T MAKE YOU CRY.
BELIEVE NEVER ALONE, BELIEVE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEBODY WAITING FOR YOU AHEAD, AT LAST, JACK SHALL HAVE JILL,ALL SHALL BE WELL------

Chapter 1: season of blossom

The lights in the ward on the seventh floor of the hospital had been turned off. Doctor Xu came with a thin book under his arm. 30 hours’ incessant working made his shoulders slouchy; the lace of the shoe turned loose, dragging on the floor, companied him went through the dim long corridor to the last sickroom; there the light was still on.

He pushed the door; a girl about ten year’s old leaning on the bed, with her two thin arms on the quilt. Her face looked like shining because of the excitement of expecting doctor Xu’s arrival.

“Doctor!” She placed her eyes to the door’s direction.

“Sorry, I’m late, a busy day indeed.” XuHongzhi came in, sat down on a chair near the bed, and turned on the reading lamp.

“Now let’s begin, shall we?” the girl urged. “Last night we stopped at the passage of the shepherd boy thought to himself; hurry up, please! I am eager to know that whether he found the treasure at the end.”
Meanwhile the girl searched her little wool bear. She can’t see. There was a white spot on her pupil, made her vision vague.


XuHongzhi bent down; picked up the bear on the floor and gave it to the girl.

The girl put the bear in her arms; she likes this when listening to doctor .Xu reading for her and also sleeping. Though the downy wool on the chest of the bear was almost gone and yet there was a patch on its leg, she loves him so much. It had been her companion since when she was 3, the older it grew, and the more she felt their destinies were bounded together. Xu opened a book； it was Paulo Coelho’s the “the fantasy trip of the Shepherd juvenile” .Ever since the girl checked in, he had read her a lot of books, which including Jack London’s the “calling of the wildness”. The girl is lovely and most of the time quite, only when they came to some exciting plots she would make some sounds involuntary.


The girl loved books. Doctor Xu once saw her listening to a talking book. She had “read” that book for so many times that she could almost recite it. So when they talked about books, the girl plucked up her courage to ask whether he could read her books.


Looking into those pitiful eyes he simply couldn’t refuse her——the girl was sent here by an orphanage, she suffered a extremely high fever when age 2, which made her vision vague and since then the only thing she can figure out were light and shadow. Abandoned by her cruel parents and brought up by nuns, the girl gave people an impression of peace and fresh which comes from calm convent.


It is just because of her poor fate that made the request such a pathos and so irresistible.

(to be continued)

“表示强烈谴责”

在天涯看到这则新闻，顿时气血翻涌，义愤填膺，不管你们几个女运动员是稚气未脱不知轻重——再怎样热血青年也该有个分寸礼数吧，何况年轻不是借口也不成其为借口，不能成为挡箭牌！还是有幕后黑手操纵指使？政治沉浮外交风云纷繁复杂，因果也不止一端，就算撇开这背后的意图或是其中的用意不提，都是对东道国的不尊重，是公然挑衅。如中国亚冬会体育代表团副秘书长刘晓农所说， “韩国选手的这一举动违反了亚奥理事会的精神，这是对体育的一种不尊重，体育与政治应该无关。”


可是中国政府的回应实在教人沮丧，“表示严重不满”、“表示强烈抗议”-----这类小叫嚣雷声大雨点小，从日本开始侵华开始，不思奋起回击而转而向英法操纵的国联寻求帮助和正义，结果拿热脸贴人家冷屁股，没的臊了一鼻子灰，那边不果而返，这里还耽误了战事时机；还有早几年的以美国为首北约轰炸我国驻南斯拉夫大使馆，记得那时我正读初二，国内民众群情激昂，也有游行示威活动，当时年纪尚小，如今想来也定是不了了之。他们不知道，国内“自由”的定义是被腰斩过的，不能简单地照本宣科；而在日本僭越钓鱼岛之时也是这番陈词滥调。



“小不忍则乱大谋”、“君子报仇十年不晚”、“二十年后又是一条好汉”这些话是不假，美国的单边主义和强权政策是众所周知的，国家实力是硬道理，胳膊怎么也拧不过大腿，只得睁一只眼闭一只眼装作无动于衷。日本外交如今只在联合国下功夫，边发展军事，为向政治大国的目标挺进开道，它有钱，我们也没办法。但是忍了几十年，到今天还是由着人家拍 “旨在澄清南京大屠杀根本不存在”的“事实”冲奥大片。韬光养晦太久了会不会连带廉耻之心和阳刚之气也磨灭了？不在沉默中爆发就在沉默中灭亡，有时侯我们需要一点冲动，“冲冠一怒为红颜”的意气用事、“舍得一身剐，敢把皇帝拉下马”的玉石具焚，须知瀑布的壮观正是在没有退路的情况下形成的。给自己一片悬崖，或许会看到一番全新的气象。



这次扔炸弹的韩国（中国的近代史和近现代史都是屈辱史，屈辱的血泪史，故一些践踏我们国格的事件在我心里都无异于一颗引爆愤怒的炸弹），我曾在自鸣得意之作《尚何言哉》系列中还赞过他们的强硬，更有鉴于我的许多朋友中不少是韩剧迷，为避免自己被群起而攻，长安此次仅在此对韩国代表团“表示强烈谴责”！




PS：小羽在我的《不平则鸣》中留言说：“我们都太关心吾国吾民了，因此生活得豪情壮志。但偶尔低头时发现自己其实还只是一个小姑娘，整日想的是礼乐山河，却终究不知柴米油盐。”
我一时无言，或许年少轻狂动辄家国天下，在十年或几十年后再回过头来看都只能无奈的付之一笑，“在这个没有大师只有工匠的时代，只能自己买花戴”，但是，就且让我醉在当下吧！